As of tomorrow , as I did at start of this year ….no alcohol. I think i went over a month without it and felt so much better with my self ..not that im an alcholic because I very rarely go out but when i do i always regret drinking the next day as I have a stinking hangover and end up eating everything :\ plus alcohol messes with my anxiety
I also must exercise everyday to feel more positve and lighten my horrible moods . And of course a few pounds lighter wouldn’t be so bad
- new job
- go back to poledancing or zumba ( once im back in work..money money )
- be confident !!!! stop being such a wuss and do everything i want to without thinking…no i can’t ,what if i go red, what if i dont know what to say, what if i look stupid..
- improve on my photography and produce a portfolio and website
- save up to live with Carlos
- more sober nights out !